a letter

Dear A,

Thanks for your email. I really appreciate your words of encouragement. I really thank God for people like you. God send friends to me when I need them ( or when He knows that I need them).

I am sorry for the late reply. I had some problem with my dial up and hence i end up cancel it. So, I register DSL service. It took one week to get it all installed, brought modem.. etc.. and now, get connected.

I do have doubts. I do wonder. I do beg God. but recently, God shows me His blessing.
I came back from India, and decided that I need to have a job. I apply to become a teacher. I tried every school near my place. But unable to get any job. To be honest, I feel down and useless. Seems to me that everything I attempted is failure. After that feeling, my mum suggested me that, why dont you try a school about 2km from my house. I refused. I told my mum, i gave up. But anyway, i went reluctantly, just because my mum suggested it. I talk to the Penolong Kanan in a very relucatant way. I am not even interested in wanting the Job. But the Penolong Kanan was very happy and excited that I am willing to help. She asked me to come on the next day. I got the job.

The school is the lousy. Students were not motivated to study, Discipline level is low.. Teaching is challenging. But I always ask God for strength. and He gave. I taught for already pass 3 weeks. Many interesting story to tell. and His divine blessing and miracle.

I have alot of complains to the Lord. really alots. but God didnt answer immediately. He usually take time. time. time.time. time.time.. and honestly, I hate waiting. I guess all he wanted is to teach me how to wait. like how Moses waited 40 years in the wilderness.

To sum up. I am forced to confess the Lord has been and always good to me.

With love grace and peace,
Isaac